Ka- Corny-han ng Lyf ko...
Binasa ko yung mga diaries ko before, wla kc akong mgawa. Funny nga eh! Kc gnawa kong prang pocketbook yung mga diary ko... ang kaibahan lng real life expeiences ko yung binabasa ko. (sosyal dba?!) I admit na nag-concentrate ako dun sa mga pages about my first love (uy! nman!) Especially on those pages that i'm really trying hard to escape from my feelings for him. (dramathon!) Actually,,, I really want to move on with my life na. But the prob is... I don't hav some1else to put my attention. (todo n2!) I want o get over him bcoz I know that he's already happy wherever he is now (d xa patay huh!). I know that he's doing well with his new lyf sa province nla. So there's no reason for me to stay in the past. I must continue w/ my lyf like he does...(but it seems lyk I can't! yeah! it's still him after all...) In 2 days this year will end and anoher one will open . I think it's about time for me to close that chapter and open a new one, right?! or it's more specific to say that it's about time to leave that man behind my thoughts and to find someone new... I should've done this with the past 2 years! Imagine?! I have loved this man for over 3 years now! And I know that must not continue this anymore... It will be really hard for me but I have to!
I have to end this fantasy! It's sad to know that a fairy tale will end like this. That a princess must live her life (hopefully, happily ever after) without his prince. Well, that's lyf! I can't do anything about that... and I guess it's no eally me and him after all... (pede na ba sa maala-ala?!) hehehe....
wahaha...Life turned ironic at 1:52 AM
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Wednesday, December 01, 2004
i had somekinda 'girlbond' with elisa and grace,, two of my very close friends (as in! prang sis ko na cla!!) last Monday night and we had so much fun.. ayun as always kwentuhan about what's going with our lives chuva.... kamusta na ba yung mga La Sallian friends ko and everything tpos kain xampre! then kwentuhan galore uli. hay!!! miss ko na tuloy yung leggment of friendship 7... pro xempre mas miss ko yung mga tropa kong pasaway!!! tagal n kc nmin d nagbobonding ng complete attendance eh! speaking of tropang pasaway,,, my plano kmi (as in plano! drawing plang sana m2loy!) na pmunta sa boardwalk this coming 18 in relation with our anniversary on 16th. actually ang 'uspan' nmin swimming yun eh kya lng dhil sa mga kabagyuhan na yan! dna 2loy!!! kainis tlga pero anyways ok lng kc going 2 that place has always been a dream for our tropa nman eh! (babaw noh?!) kc dti dpa kmi pnapayagan ng ferents (hehehe..) nmin na mglagalag sa manila in the middle of the night..(pangit nman kung pmunta kmi dun sa ilalim ng katirikan ng araw da bah!?) ska mhirap macomplete attendance ang tropa nmin (21 ba nman!) so, that's all for now sana nga m2loy eh at d liparin lng ng hangin... I'm so excited... i juz cant hide it... (kumanta daw ba?!) hehehe...
wahaha...Life turned ironic at 1:14 AM
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i'm MARY ANN 
